Friday, November 27, 2009

I'm hopelessly hopefull, your just hopeless

Hope, a word usually filled with many positive connotations. A word depicting a desire deep within ones heart, a desire for something greater then what they have already achieved. Also it is a word of major letdown, upset and heartbreak. One will always build up their hopes in different situations hoping always for the greatest outcome which is not always realistic, possible or going to occur. How does this leave you feeling? Building up inside than an event is going to occur, ignoring all parts of greater knowledge nagging in the back of your mind and setting yourself up for a trap of false security. This is the downside to hope, where considerable pain is caused, makes sleep and dry eyes and night a rarity, and, especially in a society such as ours, the increasing urge to punish, injure or harm oneself in constantly nagging at these insecurities. This dark world which has formed you will remember has come from a place where you were filled with a bright spark, filled with the desire for something you knew wouldn’t happen, yet you managed to allow yourself to believe this lie, why? You would think eventually one would learn not to continuously make this error of judgement and perception. There has to be a feasible reason for these events to continue on. There is no simple reason for every situation is different, but a lot can be put down to love, the single most mysterious emotion man kind has even known. The pure blinding nature of love which leads astray any man or women is inescapable, unpredictable, unbreakable and the world’s greatest gamble. It is this nature of love why people continuously fall to the traps of hope and find themselves wondering how this could happen. It is also this nature of love that explains why two weeks later you will fall for the same trap because no matter the pain; love overrides, no matter the fall; love is greater, and the reward, the total ecstasy of love is the reason why I, like many others will never give up hope and why we are prepared to risk falling to the traps of hope to gain hold of love.

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